we fight
we bicker and squabble and pull and twist
for control
of ourselves and each other
control
isn't what love is about
is it?
i can't let go
not without a fight
but i don't want control
i'm just afraid
afraid of what will happen when i let go
let go
no control
falling
headfirst
into
what?
it's all new.
we learn
we live
we let go
those moments sustain
keep me hoping
hopeful
knowing that the struggle for freedom
is worth it
in the end.
