A lack of money makes a person desperate.
My faith takes such a beating when I'm stressed about money.
I hate this feeling.
Is this what I've doomed my life to be? Does this have to go hand in hand with being an artist? Do I constantly have to be struggling on a financial level?
I hate how financial stress makes the rest of my life feel stressful too.
I really wish our society wasn't money based - but things are too big for us to change that.
When the zombie attack happens money won't matter anymore. Until then I'll scrape along somehow.
And keep a supply of weapons and food in my apartment. You know. Just being prepared.