Frustrated with my life.
I hate being unemployed.
I feel like I'm unemployable and I hate it.
I hate feeling like I'm a creative hack.
Like I won't ever act again.
I have a growing hole on both my resumes and there is nothing I can do about it.
When I try things fall through so I wonder why I bother.
I've considered going back to school, to learn something else, something that I could enjoy and actually make a living at too.
But is that giving up?
Or is that reality?
I don't know.
And so I'm frustrated.